Monday, May 5, 2014

Part 1

I'm sorry I've been away - I hadn't expected to be so stunned by moving.  For three weeks I thought of nothing but packing, shredding, binning, tipping and cleaning.  Result?  Aching hands, painful shoulder, sore back and three and a half containers of stuff gone into store - does that mark a successful or unsuccessful life - would more - or less be better?

At present, I am a nomad and that has made internet access both turbulent and traumatic - and in any case, I was too knackered to think.  Anyway, I hope you enjoy Part 1.  Part 2 won't be far behind, now that I'm settled, for the time being, in a delightful oasis.

Part 1

Johnny’s evolution into the painter he is today has been neither conventional, nor paved, nor privileged.  Neither is he one to bemoan his struggle, often against the odds to realise his passion to paint and he will be first to say, ‘It’s circumstance that shapes events,’ and the circumstances of his life have shaped the artist he has become.

The first seven years of his life spent in the village of Wortley, on the outskirts of Sheffield, laid the foundation for his enduring love of nature.  It was idyllic: a time of security; when he was the centre of the universe in a matriarchal family, who robbed of their menfolk by the Second World War, took delight in cosseting this precious boy.  His best friends were the vicar’s son and the young Earl of Wharncliffe, from whom he had his first introduction to portraits, gilded and huge, hanging in the dark corridors of Wortley Hall.

At the end of the war, his father returned home and the idyll was shattered.  John was displaced as his father re-occupied centre stage.  Riding a donkey to school, playing in the water lift at Wortley Hall and listening to fairy tales, were replaced by a prefab in Rotherham, parents who were distracted by their own concerns and the relentless need to survive the hostilities inflicted on him as a sissy outsider at a slum school in Dalton.  It was here that John’s independent and self-reliant nature was fostered.

From now on John’s home life was turbulent and as his parents’ marriage collapsed, he ricocheted between Rotherham and Bridlington, finding his own ways to cope.  There were extended periods of truancy.  In Bridlington he spent wagging time walking the cliffs and shore, absorbing the colours and texture of the coast.  And after school, when he did attend, he would escape to his room with a book from his father’s library. It was here that he met Edward Lear and as he copied Lear’s illustrations and drawings, so the corner stones were being laid for Johnny’s enduring love of topographical drawing and painting, his sense of fun and the ridiculous.

Through books, the misfit boy had found his means escape and solace. He began to study and learn about early English water colours and to experiment himself.  It was the start of his lifetime love affair with painting and watercolour, in particular.  His imagination was fired by the lives of Impressionist painters.  He loved the romance of struggling artists and passionate lives; of misfits and the misunderstood and he longed to be part of it.

Despite his fragmented education, John’s talent for Art was recognised in school and finally encouraged, but it was too late.  By now, the fifteen year old young man had endured enough and refused to study for his O levels in preparation for Art School, preferring instead to secure his independence by getting a job as a farm labourer.  Unfortunately, despite Johnny’s enthusiasm and efforts, after accidentally releasing hundreds of chickens and being unnecessarily creative in ploughing furrow patterns, the farmer felt that it wasn't the job for him and gave him the sack.

Showing a rare interest in his son, John’s father organised an apprenticeship with a firm of high class painters and decorators in Bridlington.  Here John learned about paints, preparation and the skills and techniques that have underpinned his eventual career as a fine artist.  However, John’s fierce independence asserted itself and at eighteen, now legally an adult, he left his apprenticeship to become a beach photographer for the summer season in Bridlington.  Between seasons and unemployed, he continued to paint.

By twenty-three, married with his first son and working as a painter and decorator, John was increasingly certain that his future was as an artist and in 1963, took the decision to move to Leeds.  There, he felt, was everything he needed to learn: art galleries, exhibitions, the university and a cosmopolitan community: not available in the Bridlington of the time.


He took advantage of it all, working hard as an ‘on the lump’ painter and decorator for Wimpey’s to keep his family, now of four and to pay the mortgage.  In his precious free time he developed his craft and skills.  It was a period of experimentation, with forays into sculpture and through which, he had his first break.


Saturday, April 5, 2014

4th September 2011

I am packing up and moving on.

For a week I have sorted, rummaged, discarded (difficult) and boxed.  I can't sleep for 'boxing'.  I'm desperate for oblivion.  I drift towards unconscious bliss only to swim back to consciousness, because I'm still packing f***ing boxes, cutting bubble-wrap, scrunching paper and losing the end of the packing tape again!  I think there must be some anxiety going on  - the removal van is outside and I still haven't finished emptying the bottomless cupboard. I can't find the food processor and the man from the van is impervious to my panic and distress...

In and between neurosis, I've also had some lovely moments thanks to photos I haven't looked at for years: my children's school books; even my school books. Amongst the trivia, (and like fossils, the more recent stuff is closer to the surface), I found the minutes of the meeting, written in jest, when it was decided to go ahead with the Exhibition.  It was hardly a formal meeting - a warm evening, sitting out in the Rondavel at the Brasserie.  However, in and among the ramblings and lunacy, some things noted, are holding true.

JM's vision for the exhibition:
'I want people to come and look at my paintings - that they'll look and it will make them feel good.'

JM's success criteria:
'It is to be appreciated.  For someone to walk away and say, 'I saw some lovely paintings.'

Monday, March 31, 2014

London reconnoitre ...

Currently, yours truly is int' big city and I always feel reet Yorkshire when I'm down 'ere!

Neither am I (well at least I hope I'm not) a Yorkshire zealot: one of those ex-pats that bore the pants of the locals, by seizing every opportunity to ram Yorkshire superiority down the throats of all those unfortunate enough to have been born elsewhere.  Many times have I been on the receiving end of this tedious characteristic, which seems to afflict certain individuals regardless of race, creed or culture.

So why am I suddenly Yorkshire aware, when I never give it a thought day to day?  I think it's because London is so cosmopolitan and huge, with that surging energy particular to great capital cities that I only ever  feel as if I 'sort of' know what I'm doing or how to do it, which produces a vague anxiety.  On the other hand, I know exactly how Harrogate works and the geography of the county.  In Yorkshire, I'm well adapted, but not quite so to London.

I've had to have lessons on the Oyster Card: a magic little card which allows you to pre-pay and zip on and off buses and tubes avoiding queues for tickets.  It's brilliant, but there is much to learn: how to top it up; where to top it up; entry and exit techniques. After much dithering during my training period, I am now pleased to say that I think I could pass as a local and am developing techniques for seamless travel on public transport.  Now, as I approach the barriers on the Underground, I am already eyeing them up in advance for the green exit arrows and no queues.  Card at the ready, now neatly tucked in my wallet (not clutched in sweaty hand), I glide to the barrier, slap the card on the reader with panache and exit with a nonchalant air.  A far cry from the embarrassed and timid novice, wedged at the barrier by a tutting and growing queue, when my gentle tap on the reader did not open sesame.  Thank God for the Underground Knight who released me.

Back home tonight, I called in to see Johnny, looking very dapper in an orange and yellow Chinese silk quilted jacket. I thought he must be on the mend.  'How are you?' I enquired.
'Could be better - as well as shingles, I've cracked a rib.'
'What have you been doing?'
'Well, I was feeling wonky, but I had to deliver some drawings to Stephen Neal's at the end of last week - they were only smallish and I had one under each arm.  I was going up the stairs when I slipped, twisted somehow and the painting became wedged edge-on between my ribs and my arm and crushed into my side as I lost balance.' He paused and I was sympathetic.

'Paul's just been round - he's doing my shopping.  He hadn't told Marta that I was ill.  She came round the other afternoon.  I was asleep - I'm having to nap when I can because I can't sleep for long with the discomfort.  Anyway, she tapped me.  I started awake, with a grunt - that made me scream with pain - Marta jumped back in shock - Paul stood in the doorway, smiling in sympathy - he knows what it feels like.

'Anyway, the Doctor says it'll take about ten days before I'm feeling a bit more comfortable.  I'm doing some work though - we've finished the video of the drawing.  I'm not sure how good it will be, given the state I've been in - but I think it will be OK.'

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Under the weather

On Tuesday of this week, Johnny was somewhat down in the dumps.  'Deadlines,' he grumped, 'I've got to the end of the month ... I'm feeling really unwell and now I have all these decisions to make.  I'm not even drinking properly - it's a bad sign.'

It turns out, that our intrepid artist is suffering from shingles.  'But,' he said on the phone yesterday, 'at least I know what it is and I'm not worrying what it might be - I'll get better.'

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Deadlines

Poor Johnny!  This is absolutely the week that the paintings for the exhibition have to be confirmed for inclusion in the catalogue, which is going to press imminently.  On Monday, I popped into the Studio to find Clive, Sarah and Johnny poring over the computer studying the images of paintings taken so far. 'These are the ones then?' said Clive.
'Well,'  said Johnny, 'they could be - but I've got others in the Studio that aren't quite finished yet - and I've been working on them with London in mind - but I can't say for certain they'll be ready - you could put these images in the catalogue and it doesn't really matter if ....'
'No,' said Clive, 'the photographs for the catalogue must be of the paintings that will be in the exhibition.'
'Well, what about using ten of those images for sure and then if I have one or two the new ones ready, I could include them as well?'

I think that was the compromise reached ... room for 'the wet one' ...

I am sure that Clive and Sarah would have liked the selection to be finalised.  I am sure that Johnny would have preferred to choose nearer the time - preferably the day before - and I bet even then there would be hesitation!

Unfinished business
The catalogue working party departed and Johnny refreshed his vodka and lemonade.  'This always happens,' he chuntered.  'I'm not feeling too hot, I've got so much to be doing in my Studio - the Sock is almost complete - there's only a small amount of work to do on it, BUT,' he paused for dramatic effect, 'I DAREN'T go near it in this state - in the wrong state, I could ruin it! This is what people don't understand - I can't just finish things to order - if I'm not in connection with the painting, then I can't work on it - it's not that simple - I can't just 'turn it on'.'


Friday, March 21, 2014

Patterns

As an eighteen year old, Johnny was given the sack from his job as a farm labourer in Bridlington. Why?  Because apart from his catastrophic release of hundreds of chickens into the countryside, the farmer was further exasperated by Johnny's artistic approach to ploughing furrows. No doubt the ensuing patterns were interesting and perhaps even beautiful, but definitely not practical or economic.

This fascination with pattern would appear to be genetic, because younger brother Phil did not impress the Dowager Lady Ingleby either, with his creative use of the lawnmower, when he was handyman at Ripley Castle (for a brief period) in the seventies.  She preferred the traditional checker board look.

Patterns cropped up by chance, when I showed Johnny the result of my recent encounter with a Molotov cigarette lighter.  Result?  Eyelashes resembling a geriatric nail brush and blistered eyelid - ouch!  'I did that once,' said Johnny. 'It was in the days of matches - I liked to strike a match and make a pattern on the striking board.'  (Well one does, doesn't one?)

He continued, 'I had lines on the board, but needed to make a spot.  I did this by twirling the match head against the board and it would burn a dark spot.  On this occasion, I twirled away, the end became incandescent, exploded and embedded itself in my cheek!'

Which it would, wouldn't it?


Thursday, March 20, 2014

Paper

'Paper,' Johnny stressed, ' is incredibly,' pause for emphatic, full-on stare and further stare, 'important! It dictates how paint behaves - how you behave.'

We were talking about Matisse, one of Johnny's great mentors and someone to whom Johnny has returned to repeatedly: for understanding; teaching; enlightenment; moral support.

Two years ago, Johnny was in communion with Matisse and there were a lot of fishy paintings emerging, which are Johnny's homages to Matisse. Johnny's dilemma, was how to represent Matisse's cut-outs.  To cut them out, he felt was inappropriate, so he decided to paint them.  'Have you ever tried to paint a cut-out?'  he asked.
I confessed not.
'It is incredibly difficult to paint a cut out shape to look authentic,' he explained, 'and then, by accident, I discovered that the paper I was working on was veneered - a good quality top layer bonded to a poorer quality under layer.  Well, I was painting away and by accident nicked the top layer.  I discovered that I could peel the top layer off and reveal a perfectly white underneath.  I painted a flower - quite roughly and then carefully cut out precise petal shapes with a scalpel it was the solution to  the dilemma of the fish - to paint or cut - this did both, but differently!

Matisse's socks and fish
'Jesus, I said to myself - I want some more of this paper.  It came from Wiggin Temple in Leeds, so I went to buy some.  The smallest quantity they would sell me was a hundred sheets.  So I sold a painting and bought the paper.

'But,' he continued, mood more despondent, 'they'd changed the manufacturing process and I couldn't peel the top layer off ...'